Why do I never get a break? What the hell have I done so wrong in my life, that all of this crap is happening to me?
My sentence - 1 year probation (reporting probation), random drug and alcohol testing, oh, and at my own cost, must go back into counseling, oh, and again at my own cost, paid a fine of $700.00 and am not allowed in any bars. WTH? The Judge entered this sentence per the recommendation of the Probation Officer I interviewed with for exactly 30 minutes! Well, I spoke up! I told the Judge I have plans to move out of the Country, before the end of the year. He asked where was I moving to, told him, he said he has no problem with that.
But first I must get a Mental Health Assessment...wtf! I've been in counselling as my own choice for a long time. Then I must show a letter of Sponsorship from the person I will be living with in England, and they will either change my probation to a mail in..or possibly drop it. All of this...for what? I have never harmed anyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So the lying creep gets away with everything! I hate him...with such an intense hatred it boggles my mind. He has caused me anguish, and also my family and friends. May he rot in hell!!!!
But first I must get a Mental Health Assessment...wtf! I've been in counselling as my own choice for a long time. Then I must show a letter of Sponsorship from the person I will be living with in England, and they will either change my probation to a mail in..or possibly drop it. All of this...for what? I have never harmed anyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So the lying creep gets away with everything! I hate him...with such an intense hatred it boggles my mind. He has caused me anguish, and also my family and friends. May he rot in hell!!!!
So folks that's it!
I will write again on the day my divorce is final so I may celebrate the occasion with all of you, who have supported me always. All of you are so awesome!
S
9 comments:
No matter what we think of the soon-to-be "ex" we must remember that resentment can and will KILL us. It is the number one offender.
Antidote to resentment is "pray for the person you resent, as if you wish every good thing you'd like for yourself, that he may have all those good things also."
This is a tough act, SueAnn, but be aware of what I've told you here.
And I sure look forward to your next posting, hope it is more "in favor" of you and the Peeps, I can "hear" them giggling now, as US (Uncle Steve) is writing.
And be SURE to take a camera with you to England...we want PICTURES
Peace! and Love!
Dear one I am so very sorry for your continued struggles with this situation. ((((Rainbow)))) Here always listening!!
I will be waiting to rejoice and celebrate with you.
PG
Aw, Sue! That sucks major donkey dong. I sure hope you can get a break soon. Maybe if you appeal, they will drop this whole "probation" crap. Big hugs to you.
**Burns Sue's ex in effigy**
Dear all of you,
Sorry to hear about the probation. Glad you can leave the country if the assessment goes well (and I don't doubt it!).
Safe hugs and blessings,
Barbra
im sorry and i am also pretty angry for whats gone on, but thank god soon youl lbe divorced and in anotehr country where hopefully your life can start again
Thanks all for your continued support! I love all of you! No word on the divorce yet. Will call Attorney tomorrow and try to light a fire under her butt! Will also call Doc and hopefully get an appt with him soon.
xoxoxoxo
Hey just stumbled here and reading your post, I think you are one awesome fighter. Sarah
S
Normally, I love silence, a time to take stock, a time to meditate.
But when the silence come from YOU Peeps (all of you!) it is TOO LOUD FOR ME!
I wonder and worry, and am very concerned that all (well, not everything I guess) is OK, all things considered.
If ya get a chance, just jot a couple lines so we know you all are functioning to your usual high grade of behaviors.
I miss Snoopy, Lazy, Happy Grumpy, Holy, Smarty, Angry, Giggly, Depressed, and the other Peeps you introduced to me, Uncle Steve (US) remember? Of course, you used their real names, I'm just pushing their buttons...hope Angry doesn't become angry with ME --grin!
LOVE and PEACE to you all, believe me!
US
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