
For many of you, this Blog may be difficult to read. The truth be known, it is extremely difficult for me to write. Why then, you may wonder, have I created this Blog. It's for the children, the teens and the adults, they have become, who have suffered from the result of Childhood ABUSE. I am one of those Adults.
I buried, somewhere deep inside, the atrocities put upon me by the very people I trusted, my parents. I made excuses for them. I blamed myself, I thought I deserved to be treated horribly. I thought "abuse" was a normal way of life. I "knew" only what I lived. It took many, many years for me to actually remember what had happened to me. When that day came, the rush of memories became a nightmare to relive. The path to awareness, for me, has taken many years of Therapy, which is still on-going, once a week.
I have issues. I do not trust. I can not give or receive true and lasting love. My ego has been fractured. I have Chronic Depression, Panic/Anxiety Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and the biggie......Dissociative Identity Disorder. This last diagnosis is fairly new. I learned of it about 8 months ago, through intense therapy with a Psychologist, specializing in DID. Later, in another post, I will delve deeper into DID, for it is a complex coping mechanism, which evolved in my early childhood.
For now, I ask of you, to save a child you know or perhaps "think" is suffering from abuse, to please call the Child Abuse Hot line in your area...and SAVE A CHILD!
Thanks for visiting the "Haunted House".
1 comment:
Thank you for sharing. I am so very sorry what you have gone through and continue to struggle with! Thank you for being very transparent in your posts, as difficult it can be!((((hugs))))safe hugs if okay
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