Wednesday, August 5, 2009

We OK






just a quick note to say...we are doing ok. court this coming Friday to put aside the Protection order against me and to negate my payment of any bills incurred by "him" at the house. August 21st will be the Bench Trial.

once the protection order is put aside (hopefully) we can see our Scarlett...
once the
Bench Trial is over...if we are permitted to leave the state, we will get Scarlett and take her to Mother's, until we are ready to move to Texas.

we are fighting the HATE we feel for "him". as each day passes, it becomes harder and harder not to hate. we know hate will make us ill.

Thank you all, our dear friends, for you comments, your prayers and your concern. We love you!

"us"


"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are always in my prayers and I pray that this nightmare will soon be over. Hold on tight to God's unchanging hand my friends.

I love you.

BTW Sharon Faith is my new pen name. I am the same Valerie Lynn who loves you so.

Just Be Real said...

I am glad you guys checked in. Was kind of wondering where you were and how you all are doing.

((((hugs to all))))

One Prayer Girl said...

So very glad to hear from you again. God bless and prayers for this coming Friday. You sound like you are managing to keep your head above water and I am so thankful for that.

Love you,
Prayer Girl

steveroni said...

If only I wish for him who I hate, the best of things which I wish for me, hatred will slip away--slowly.

But how easy it is to SAY that! How nearly impossible to DO it! But keep trying...maybe Emma Grace can help in that regard, I KNOW it is a lot to ask, no matter HOW spiriyual one of us might be.

Ask "Anger" to take a nap (with Sleep? --grin!), oh yes! I do love you all!
US

Anonymous said...

good luck at the trial~ i hope all goes well for you! yes, hate is understandable, but can certainly eat away at you. i wish you healing and recovery in all of this~~~

((safe hugs))

Barbra said...

Glad to "see" you back!
I hope it will be soon end of August. Then you are able to move on.
Safe hugs and blessings,
Barbra

Marj aka Thriver said...

I was told you were away. Now I'm catching up on reading your blog entries. Wow! What you have been through. You have been very much in my thoughts and prayers. You will be even more so on August 21.

Unrepentant said...

What is wrong with hating him? Hate him away. The faster you get through the hate phase the faster you'll get to the forgiveness phase.

I would be totally shocked if your shrink had told you to stop yourself from hating him. Hasn't he taught you to experience your feelings as they are?

Meribah said...

It sucks major donkey dong that you have to go through all this! I wish I could be with you to help you and hold your hand. Since I cannot, I will have to settle with holding your hand virtually and being with you in spirit.
Good to know you are holding up. Big hugs to you, my sweet Sue.