Thursday, July 16, 2009

"A DIFFERENT REALITY"

Hello my friends. I have missed you! Thank you all for the wonderful people you are!

I have been through an ordeal, unlike any I have encountered before. It has forced me to face a different reality, one of sadness, unpredictability and even horror. I won't go into the details, because I have yet to come to a point where I can actually write them. I will tell you this, much good has evolved from this experience. My Sister and my Brother drove 6 hours to rescue me. The bond between us is now solid. The Sister, I thought I had lost forever, held me in her arms as I cried and trembled from fear. My Brother, well, he and I have always had a close bond, but this experience has brought us even closer. I thank My God, for both of them.

I want to say a very special and loving Thank You to Steve E. and Prayer Girl, for loving me unconditionally, for their concern and their friendship. You are both awesome people, and we love you.

To my dear Doc, if you are reading this, know that I thank you for the year of revelation and healing I spent with you. I hope to return to "T" in the future but at this point I have no Health Insurance and can not. We miss you terribly and call you our friend and healer. Please know that we are doing okay and that we are "safe".

With Gratitude and Love,
"Us"

"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

oh goodness, i'm sorry you've been through something terrible. but i'm so glad to hear that good has come of it. and that you feel so close and and have the love and support of your siblings.

i've been thinking about you and hoping you are well. i will continue to send positive wishes out to you~ ((safe hugs))

Anonymous said...

Hi Us,
Very glad you are back! Great that the relationship with your brother and sister has been improved.
I hope you get used to this other reality soon.
Safe hugs and blessings,
Barbra

Mike Golch said...

I'm greatful that you are OK.

steveroni said...

Dear us...I am glad you came out of the shell. It is like our ducklings, not yet hatched. But I have learned so much from just observation of how God takes care of His creatures, when they obey His will--Sseaking of the hen duck, who has sat there for weeks now, without faltering...and still has a smile on her face!

Thank you for blogging, we waited not in vain. Love, US

One Prayer Girl said...

So wonderful to see your blog posted.

We will always be here for you - all of you.

God made you, loves you, and cares for you. When I ask "why" this or "why" that - I know today that it is not for me to know. All I need to know is that God is with me and will help me always.

God bless you,
Prayer Girl

Just Be Real said...

This is such a wonderful post dear ones! Thank you for sharing!

((((safe hugs))))

jumpinginpuddles said...

oh geez i get mad at the states sometimes you cant get tehrapy because of no health insurnace, we are so sorry you cant get therapy because your country is so backward at looking after real people.

Just sad thats all

Rainbow said...

thank you all for your thoughts and concerns...it brings tears to our eyes to know so many people care about us so much...we lov all of you to....we mis our dog so much,,,,,,, :(

Unrepentant said...

I must say I was worried. It was weird that you were gone for so long.

Glad you had your siblings to rescue you. Be well!

Anonymous said...

Just from reading your latest post my friends, your ordeal was truly one in which people should never in their life have to go through. But, through all the bad you went through, you and your sister have found each other once again. A prayer has been answered. Remember through all the bad things you go through, God is able to turn them into something good. You have your sister back in your life. What a beautiful blessing. Cling to her and don't let her go.

I love you and I am still praying for you.