"The "T" Word"

It went pretty good today...actually. Well, no one came "out" and talked....but relayed their information through The Woman...but Doc says that is okay. When "they" are ready to come "out" they will.........

We mentioned in one of our posts about "alters" having names and wondered where they came from. We posed this question to Doc today in "T". His explanation was....his explanation. I still have no clue how these names come about.

OK....Sarah wants to say she "did" come out today and shook Doc's hand...sorry Sarah!

We talked of our recent memories and the horror of seeing my poor friend physically abused. Doc was just as angry as we are about no one helping that poor man! BUT he suggested that we turn some of that compassion inward. We should try to listen to each alters story of what happened to them. That is the only way we will ever have the complete story of our lives. So true, yet so difficult. It's one thing to hear everyone talk at once, but to try to isolate just one story and have everyone listen.....is that even possible? Maybe we are not at that point on our Journey, just yet.

We had another "blurry" day today. Doc looked blurry, and far away from us. That is always very fearful for us. The blurry always happened before something "sick" happened to us. But we see now that it is also a coping mechanism...or perhaps avoidance...during "T".

We came home. Learned one of our very dear friends has been diagnosed with Lupus and suspicion of Leukemia. She has survived Breast Cancer, 2 Heart Attacks, Blood Clots...and now she must fight again! We feel very sad. We must stay positive for her....she needs us.

"us"

"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".