still waking crying....don't remember dreams....still having bad headaches but don't feel in the "crisis" mode. still feel on shaky ground.....think memory trying to come through......just not happy.....and no one is talking....inside.......
"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".
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Peeps, ya know, I spent most of today alone--and I felt lonely, unusual for me. Wonder if it was "because nobody inside was talking?"
I'm serious--it's not the same kind of voices--real people--but a certain self-friendship, hard to explain. But it was lacking, missing, today.
I should have gotten out of the house, and out of myself, because I know that works sometimes for me
Happy I am that "something" works for me. I realize that for some, nothing works very good--MOST of the time. And for you-all I pray. OK?
Paranoia, fear, low self esteem, these are my special enemies. And much of that--in MY case--stems from that deadliest of the "7 Deadly Sins"--Pride! Pride in reverse. Does ANYone know what that means? I should, but forgot.
Peace with you today SueAnn. Thank you for being here, for getting up the courage and energy to jot down a few sentences.
I've been where you're at and I understand. Do something comforting for you. Safe hugs ((((((Rainbow))))))
((((comforting hugs)))) to all of you!!!!
Just keep holding on.....to the love of those who support you. If you have a higher power, hold on there as well.
We are here and prayer is very powerful. God is very powerful.....more powerful than the darkness.
I pray for you, all of you, and I know many others do as well.
Prayer Girl
I'm here for you. Hugs.
Hard to find something to say. So, I'll just sit in silence with you. It sounds like you're doing a good job of really experiencing your feelings, though. Good job.
it can be so lonely and scary, i know. space and time, self-nurturing, creating safe spaces, all of these things can help. i wish for you these things. i wish for you peace~~~
((safe hugs to you all))
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