We welcome and are thankful for comments because we learn from them. We feel enriched by the words, blessings and hugs we receive. However, something is happening that disturbs us, to say the least.
An unknown person, first commented as Anonymous and that is okay. We understand the need for privacy. However, after asking Anonymous, if we might know her, things became...well frightening. She revealed her first name and we thanked her. Now she has written that she "knows" "us" and is someone we see every day, but our relationship is "non-verbal". She has also revealed that she has "blue eyes". She went on to say "perhaps we should ask our "others" who she is. As most of you know, we do not leave the house other than for "T" and when it is absolutely necessary. So we know as an absolute, there is no one we see on a daily basis, with blue eyes and with which we have a non-verbal relationship!
We are becoming very confused by these comments. We are concerned we may be having black outs and actually commenting to ourselves. We have wondered if there is possibly a new Alter, who has not revealed herself. We have also wondered if someone is "messing" with us........ If this is the case, we want you to know, Anonymous, you are abusing us and we won't stand for it. You mentioned a Puppy we thanked on Blogger Appreciation Day. You indicated you "thought" that was you. Well, it is not you! The Puppy is a very close friend of mine, who does not hide in the shadows. We do not want to appear mean, but TRUST is a difficult issue for us. We asked that you reveal yourself, tell us who you really are and why you are commenting in our Blog. If you can not do so, please do not leave additional comments. We must protect ourselves!
"us"
"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".
11 comments:
Blessings to you all today. I am at a loss who this 'person' could be. If it is not another alter, then it is someone who is not very nice. If that is the case, please if you can, just ignore them! They are only out to make your life worse and have not sensativity to your feelings and situations! And there could be no way they know you, if you only leave your house for t.
You all are very special, and I am sorry this is now happening to you.
Be gentle dear ones ((((safe hugs))))
My Dear Rainbow. It is with sadness that I read your blog today. I mean that. I'll be thinking of you through the day (off-and-on!) with a prayer coming from my heart to God, that your disturbance is lessened.
Remember, all any of us have is this moment. This moment IS eternity. And all will be revealed in God's time to us all.
I've gotta go to a meeting now, but will be back and talk to you a little more this day.
PS. My eyes are blue, but that's about it -grin!
JBR - we think it is someone trying or maybe not realizing they are making our lives even more disturbing...if it is malicious...we feel sorry for them....because they are cruel. hugs!
Steve - we don't want you to be sad....it's ok....we feel sure it is someone, who may not realize what this could do to us....blue eyes, huh? smile~~~~
Comment #2 (I'm a "Double-Dipper"!)
Rainbow, I'm praying (asking) that you do not take it as rudeness when I address you as "y'all" sometimes. I really mean it in a loving way, that I DO love you all, even if one of you'uns is anonymous.
Could "anonymous" be another one of you, who is trying to bring a little frivolity into your existence. Maybe sort of a "guessing game" type person? One who we'd (you, also?) maybe really like to know? Or am I WAY OFF BASE?
I'll think of y'all while I'm out doing errands, getting a haircut, and riding my scooter (it'll do 120 mph) around Naples for a couple hours.
And I'll be hoping you can experience the same freedom one fine day.
Love y'all -grin!!! Steve E.
Steve - we love you...you are funny...no offense taken, ever! there is a possibility that anonymous is another alter...it's odd, sat. nite we shut off the computer, rather late...sun. morn. computer was on. these comments were made on sun. so...will take this up with Doc. it's just a bit frightening 'n all....love you too
Hhhmmmm...this is a sticky one, isn't it? I'm gonna take a stab at what I think MAY be going on.
First before I do that: What I do is make sure that comment moderation is ON. That way, all comments must be approved and published by me and I get an e-mail alerting me that I have a comment to moderate. That way, if I do get an attacking or inappropriate comment (and that HAS happened on my blog) from an "outsider," I can just delete it. AND, that way, if something like this does happen, I KNOW it was some part of ME that did it.
Okay, I had a somewhat similar experience fairly recently. It had to do with e-mails and other computer files--not my blog comments--but it reminds me of this. You can read my blog posts on 2/21/09 and 12/08/09 for a detailed description. I'll e-mail you with more details so this comment doesn't get totally longer.
But, I want to say this: Sometimes I think some of us have parts (myself included) who are more technically savvy than we think we are and they are trying to say hello and be "seen" through stuff on the computer. I know it's scary and mine freaked me out big time. BUT, I did a lot of work with my T on it, and we concluded that the part I had that did this stuff was really just trying to be heard and to be helpful.
I hope you can get this figured out. Stay safe and take gentle care. Safe hugs ((((((((Rainbow))))))))
Marj - thank you so much for sharing...i will put the comment moderation on....it's all so confusing..the words she said...about seeing me every day and knowing some of "us"...frightening!
Safe hugs to you, my friend
that does sound scary! i'm so sorry that is happening to you. not knowing if you need to be on hyperalert as you leave the house. it sounds like a good step that you have written this blog to call this voice out and to state the negative impact it is having on you. (i say you meaning you-plural of course :)
and i really like that someone said {{safe hugs}} that is great! i'll add one more layer of safety {{safe hug if you want one}}
thank you for your blog~ i'm glad to know it's out here.
Dearest Rainbow, it saddens me that someone would commit on your blog as they did. Your blog is wonderful and I commend you for your honest and truth. Anyone who reads your blog know it comes from your heart. I pray God's hedge of protection around you and all the authors of this blog. May God have mercy on the soul of this "anonymous" commenter.
God bless you my friend.
thank you all for your concern, kind words and blessings. will speak at "T" about this...try to find out what is going on.....
"us"
Barbra - received your comment. Maybe I should be the one apologizing, I dunno. We freak-out easily, especially when someone, who does not blog, or we don't know personally, leaves a comment. Then saying that you know some of "us" and that we should ask some of "us" about you, that we know you and see you everyday and hv a non-verbal communication with you...why would you say all those things? What was your purpose in that? If you are/were an abused child, please let us know, and we will be gentle and not judge. We can't help but wonder why you would do this......
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