"An Offer WE Must Refuse"

seems Mother and Dad are worried about us.....Mother says we seem like different....*snort yea, that we are! they want us to come home for a visit. we said we did not think that right now is a good time for us to be driving 4 hours, that we are so very tired all the time. and visiting them....well....they get up at 5 in the morning....we would just be going to sleep. always, always, we feel guilty when we visit, cuz we dont freakin want to get up at 5 in the morning....geeeeeezzzzzzzzzzz. we thought when you get old, old you sleep more, but guess that is not the case. course my Dad eats dinner...err wait..supper...Mother becomes upset when we call it dinner.....where was we...oh Dad eats SUPPER and then sleeps the rest of the nite on the couch until Mother wakes him and sends him to bed. ha ha ah no wonder he can get up at 5 in the morning. b'sides we just want to be alone right now. no privacy there at their house. no computer either. so we not going. we did sleep more last night....no sleeping pills either. just dog ass tired is all. we hve dr. appt. tomorrow morning. not with our Doc....with regular dr. every month we see her....just to get meds refilled.....dont guess she ever hears of refills...... well....we going to go draw now....maybe something show up....sometimes it helps to draw...we draw not very good but we draw what comes to us. miss my gram...............

sarah~

"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".