"The Unexpected"

Wow......our bestest friend IRL said some things that were totally unexpected to us by Email... she is coming into town the end of this week. she will be staying about 90 minutes away from us. she can drive to see us, cuz her Mom is ill. we told her about our problems sleeping and that one of us has already backed our car into a pole...lol...Doc told us to NOT let Rainbow drive...ha ha ah.....she don't drive....*snort anyways, we told her we let her know if we up to driving that far. she accepted that. but then we told her about the sleeping pills an how afraid of over-dosing...and the note we tied on the bottle. she say something that threw us all into disbelief. she said I should threaten everyone...tell them if they take extra pills they will be punished.........OHHHH.........wrong, wrong thing to say. I tell her no...we nurture, we do not punish...hv had enough punishment. we feel disappointed, sad and horrified...because she is one of our trustees. so we have made decision...no we don't drive to see her.....and we sorry we won't get to see her cuz we love her. but now we must learn to trust her again. she must gain our trust. we know she meant no harm to us...but still it scared us. it was like the words jumped off the page into our faces!

we see Dr. today.....she say we look tired....blood pressure up....she gave us new sleeping pills...said they will work. she sending us to specialist...cuz our throat has been horswe for 2 months...shw say polups, maybe. oh we r tired tonite...go to bed now and sleep. big day tomorrow.....ummmm hv no idea why.... lots of switching, so dont know why big day tomorrow.....hmmmmmm

nite nie
rocking girl

The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".