There are 3 million reports of child abuse and neglect, reported in the United States every year. Experts estimate the actual number of incidents of child abuse and neglect, is 3 times greater than reported.
still shut down.....maybe for the best right now. headaches are horrible! not much sleep........ love all of you commenting and supporting us....we need this right now..... elle....plz introduce you to us.....thinking of all who are serving in war.....sad they are not home.... miss my Brother so much....ok, crying, gots to go now.... but still OK..... !!!!!!!!!!
"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".
still waking crying....don't remember dreams....still having bad headaches but don't feel in the "crisis" mode. still feel on shaky ground.....think memory trying to come through......just not happy.....and no one is talking....inside.......
"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".
"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".
thank you too all of my dear friends who have sent me prayers and love and so much support! love all of you.
company not staying here.....settled. also spoke with Doc, which helped so much....thank you so much for calling me! have the greatest Doc in the world....
wanted to say Thank You to all the men and women who are and have served our great Nation. this Holiday is for you! God Bless You!
"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".
Don't know what to do. Friends of husband coming in town for Holiday...never met them....don't want to have to pretend marriage is fine...when it is NOT! Don't want to meet them....sounds mean...right? Just can't handle being put in this "forced situation", especially right now. We don't feel safe right now! Don't want anyone looking at us, making assumptions about us....so fearful of "switching" in front of them........ stupid life...hate it.....stupid, stupid life..........we all freaking out....crying.....headache again with tummy sick. put call into Doc...need help....Mother said you being mean, said you HAVE to meet them....they be friends of HIS....no no no no no.....can't do this....no safe place to hide....maybe run away....go girly go.....somewheres...but no place to run...no where to hide....
"RUN"
run away, little girl no matter the place
stay put, little girl you must stay
go far away, little girl hide where he can't find you
better not run, little girl do what you 'should' do
don't cry, little girl we find somewhere for you
grow up and do right, little girl you are bad and shame on you
don't hurt, little girl safe inside with "us"
"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".
Everyone is in major shut down...so, I Susannah, will write. It's with much sorrow that I tell you MElinda - grades 1 through 6, has taken ill. Her headaches are causing horrific pain and preventing any sleep. She feels she must soon "speak" at "T" and tell of the memories she has held and painted black for so long. She understands keeping them inside and "secret" is not good for any of "us".Although this realization is a good thing for our Journey to heal, she is terrified....won't someone help her......please....... Crying, crying all the time, seeing those terrible things taht happen....why why why to me....then to us....then awful smells, hands are notmine whos.....pain blank numb...not real....cant be....should be dead then.....dont want to tell....not posed to tell...ever.....head hurt so bad...tummy hurt too.....dont make me go out....they will look and stare me..............................................
"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".
It is 3:50 A.M. and we can not sleep. we thought we would visit our friends here. we found this incredible gift from our dear, loving friend, Valerie Lynn. the post she wrote to us, is filled with so much unconditional love and support and many prayers. she has touched our very soul with her words....she is a very exceptional woman of God. Valerie, we love you, will always and forever love you. we thank you for your love and support. we dedicate this Poem to you....
"A Woman God Made"
Out of the depths of the darkest pain, shines the wondrous light of compassion.
A heart, so giving of unconditional love, our eyes weep for the glorious gift given.
Loving arms reach out to hold us, we wish to stay in them forever.
Amongst the forgotten memories, one will remain and never leave.
Acceptance without doubt, Understanding without question.
Believing without seeing, Giving without wanting.
Precious friend of our heart A woman God made.
With Love, "us" "The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".
