Thursday, February 11, 2010

YES, I AM ALIVE AND WELL!!!

Hi Everyone!

This is a picture of the shopping district in Brighton, England.

I arrived in England on December 18th. It is beautiful here! I live a mere 3 minute walk from the SEA (English Channel) and am enjoying the serenity it offers me. I walk every day, along the promenade by the Sea, joined by many local residents, who embrace their good fortune to live so near to such beauty.

I am in good health, both physically and emotionally. Everyone is still with me...and no one has acted "out" since arriving. I don't mean to imply we are not "out" because that would be lying....we are in and out. Susannah (me) is out most of the time, as she is handling this move to a new Country so very well. We are happy! Our Muse seems to have stayed in America, as our ability to write has left us, for the time being. Perhaps, the adjustment period will be over soon and "SHE" will return....we are hopeful, as our writing is paramount to us.

The divorce was final on December 8th, which would have been our 3rd Wedding Anniversary...which caused us much laughter...come on....it is funny. I just received word, that he is losing the house, which he so desperately wanted to keep. Thanks to my Attorney, I was completely relieved of any debt that may be associated with a future foreclosure. Right before my departure for England, I had to go to the house to remove all that was appointed to me in the divorce decree. He came out to tell me he loved me and wanted me to come back to him. I did not reply, but oh I wanted to!!!! I received a letter in the mail from the Judge who presided over my Criminal Charge, and am delighted to tell you, those charges are no longer on my record and the probation has been set aside as well. KARMA!!!!!! Yes, I endured some horrific trials and paid lots of money, convicted of a crime I did not commit, but KARMA has found retribution for me and I am at peace.

My only sadness is missing my family and my beloved dog, Scarlett. She is now 13 and is living, happily with my parents. I talked to her on the phone yesterday, and my Mum said she was licking the phone all the while I was talking to her. I will be going home in late Spring and can not wait to see her.

To Doc, whom I hope still, now and then checks to see if I have posted. Thank you, with all my heart, in pronouncing me sane (lol) which in turn allowed me to go through with my plan to move here to England. I have a postcard for you and will send it soon....promise! I miss you, as my friend, and hope to once again meet with you, as such. I hope that you are taking good care of yourself and that you have found your new puppy. I think of you often, of how much you helped me know all of "US". More importantly, the help you provided in guiding me in the acceptance, of who we are.

Steve, and all my friends, who once followed my Blog...I miss you and think of you often, as well. I hope that all of you are finding your peace and happiness. I can not promise to write here every day, but will keep you updated as to the turn our lives have taken. We love you and miss you.

US

"The truth about our childhood is stored up in our body and although we repress it, we can never alter it. Our intellect can be deceived, our feelings manipulated. our perceptions confused and our body tricked with medication. But someday the body will present its bill, for it is as incorruptible as a child who, still whole in spirit, will accept no compromises or excuses, and it will not stop tormenting us until we stop evading the truth".

11 comments:

One Prayer Girl said...

Dear Susannah et. al.,
Whenever you write, I will read.

I am so happy to hear that the horror you lived through has finally come to a close. Your time by the sea sounds like the perfect place to really do some exquisite healing. I hear so much gratitude in your words.

God bless always,
PG

Just Be Real said...

(((Rainbow)))

steveroni said...

Oh Susannah, no matter WHAT is going on in my life, I must let you know, your posting here brought me MUCHO happiness. to read how things have and are working out for you ALL, I am just thrilled!

I read of the divorce, and your momentary STRENGTH when he asked you back, and thankfully, some of the bad memories returned at that moment and you left him. Period.

I am just SO PROUD of you all, believe ME! And I wish to send my love to MElinda 1, Sueann, The Woman, Rainbow, MElinda - grades 1-6 Susannah~~The Guardian Sarah~
Emma Grace +....Miss Priss, Sleep,
and God! we'd better not forget Anger...Holy Crap!

And for you all, PEACE!

Barbra said...

Dear Susannah and Us,
So glad to hear from you and hear you are doing fine! You and all of Us can be very proud, after all your troubles, taking a new turn in your life!
I hope you find your muse again in the UK and will continue your blog!
Barbra

Just Be Real said...

Just came by to extend more safe hugs. ((((Hugs))))

I also have this blog: GOD WHISPERS IN THE WIND

Meribah said...

Yay for sanity and Karma! You have no idea how happy I am to hear how well you are doing! It gladdens my heart to no end. I, too, am doing very well and am dealing with my "issues." So far, I am having a wonderful year and, God willing, it will continue to be wonderful. Lots of love and hugs from me to you, my sweet Sue. :)

Anonymous said...

To hear the joy in ur voice fills my heart with joy. I have missed you and I am so glad you are all right. I pray you find the peace you are looking for my friend. I love you and pray that you begin a new life filled with joy, peace, love and happiness.

Barbra said...

How are you all doing? I hope everything is working out well! Do you have a T at the moment? Or anyone else to help you with DID?
Do you go often to the beach and have fun with your friend?
{{{US}}}

steveroni said...

It is becoming "late spring" soon, and I really REALLY hope SHE will come out and write us all a note.

For myself, I am no longer "curious" about your life in the least. I just KNOW you are in good hands-the KARMA be with you!

If your email address is still active, I will write you later today.

Meanwhile, everyone, yes EVERYONE (come on ANGER, smile a little sometimes!) I wish nothing but good things.

I felt "vibrations" from one of you today, do not know who--but warm love I am sending to all.

Steve (steveroni)

Marj aka Thriver said...

I am so happy to hear that you are doing well. I hope that England is still treating you well and there are no adverse effects from the volcano/ash. Take care.

sarah said...

Dear Rainbow,

I am so happy to hear of your good news and all the wonderful experiences you are having. I am so glad that you have had justice.

Peace be with you.

Sarah.)